This Is Not What I Expected

Twin Flame

What the Twin Flame Journey Taught Me About Trust, Chaos, and Unconditional Love

I realized not too long ago—
I’m on a twin flame journey.

And being on this journey?
It’s like getting on a roller coaster for the first time.

Remember when you were little?
When all you wanted was to ride the biggest, brightest one—
The ride with lights that touched the sky?
And finally—finally—you were tall enough.
They said, “Go ahead. You’re ready.”

You climbed in, heart pounding with excitement.
You looked around—everyone smiling, buzzing with anticipation.
Click. Click. Click. The slow climb begins.
“This is cool,” you think. “This is fine.”

Then—
DROP.

Suddenly, the air gets knocked from your lungs.
Your stomach flips. You feel sick.
People are screaming. You’re screaming.
Is this fun? You wonder. Is this what I signed up for?

Panic rises.
You look down.
“My seatbelt—my seatbelt is broken. The track is clearly worn from overuse.
I wasn’t ready for this. Please, God—get me off this ride!”

The roller coaster loops again.
You cry out.
You look down—your seatbelt is flapping in the wind.
You look up—
And God… winks.

“Did you really think I’d let you fall?”

And in that moment—you surrender.
You lean back.
And your heart begins to open.

You notice the lights now—how they dance like stars.
You’re not afraid anymore.
You feel the love expanding inside you—warm, radiant, infinite.

You glance to your left—the guy who threw up on you.
No judgment.
Because you turn to your right—
And realize you threw up on the woman next to you.
You never even apologized, frozen in your own fear.

And this…
This is the assignment.

This journey—this wild, sacred ride—isn’t about perfection or staying in control.
It’s about returning to love.
Expanding the light.
Remembering the truth:

That we are loved.
That we are held.
And that we are here to open, again and again,
To the unconditional love that has always lived inside us.

This journey is for the ones who stay.
The ones who choose love even when it hurts.
The ones who remember we’re here
to awaken the Divine—not just in each other,
but in ourselves.

This is for the twin flames,
The brave ones,
The ones who came to light up the world—
with love.

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